homoromantic binary-skeptical pan transgender transvestite. total nutjob with no job, daily lawbreaker
great haha now im sitting at uvic waiting around, and i see this adorable student in a great green tweed blazer, cutoff dress pants, and gumboots… and great hair/beard/glasses. the walk and the book underarm, no backpack… somehow I’m reminded of martin as a student… that level of experimentation with norms… a cute and kind of neurotic but earnest and presently-humble figure
omg i just heard a olddude bike cop trill “isn’t it so chipper and cheerful” in a possibly affected british accent at a fac member. yeah the weather is behaving
yesterday a skater dude was trying to explain about how he sees me (or himself?) as some kind of post-lesbian, or ultra lesbian? it occurred to me that maybe thru the acid family tree grapevine he’s aware that im so gay for girls im sometimes gay for girls trapped in mainly cis dudes. what its moé.
but how this came out was in a jumble about acid, not wanting to muck around trying to describe someone as a lesbian or transsexual because those aren’t big enough concepts, and “epic views” (this is his identifier for certain people who seem like lesbians or trans ppl, but also seem like everything else?). related to prev post, which is related to prev post (which is related to both).
i felt overwhelmed trying to figure out if i wanted to fuck or was reading other ppls thoughts, and disappeared
which, like, i started talking to him while I was disappeared because laura appeared …victoria is weird